[Pre-intro]
Damn this shit is strong *cough*
[Intro verse]
I’ve noticed leaving is a hard decision and it’s honestly killing me. I just wanted a little bit of sympathy and for you to stop grilling me, but something’s telling me that empathy for you won’t better me and something telling me what I thought one day might be meant to be is chilling me [turning me cold]. I feel like you sold out. Our love is like a crashed car totaled out, but I see clearly now. Blurry vision and fog cleared now no longer blinded in my feels, how she treated me like a pearl out, it’s sealed now. Show over, up the pole and spill out.
[Chorus]
Lies and sins, all the things that don’t make amends is where it begins. Blaming myself. shit I can’t attend. Watching my own downfall from a bird’s-eye view stuck in my thoughts so far. I think it might be lucid. It’s because of all these heartbreaks and headaches…..bad decisions and mistakes……
[Body Verse]
Holding on to missed takes at love that I thought I could fake like, for goodness sake. After all, I faced all you did was take and hate behind my back while I’m trying to do more for us, more for more for you. But now you’re gone and it’s all about me. It felt like a century in agony, but now you’re dead to me. There were nights I barely got any sleep, fell off beat, didn’t make music, just wasn’t me. And honestly, I hated us, but it wasn’t me. You forgot there’s no I in team. But I mean things at first weren’t what they seemed. Love-bombed out the gate and I look back now and think that it was out of nothing but hate and greed. And you planted a tree full of lies, devils, and their despise took away my friends so I would have no backing while you were caught by temptation. Is what they saw chasing the forbidden fruit just like Eve and you took a bite of that shit with no regard for what it did to me.
[Chorus]
Lies and sins, all the things that don’t make amends is where it begins. Blaming myself. shit I can’t attend. Watching my own downfall from a bird’s-eye view stuck in my thoughts so far. I think it might be lucid. It’s because of all these heartbreaks and headaches…..bad decisions and mistakes……
