Hey mom it's me your son Cooper u probably wondering where i been what i was doing or
What i've been up to i'm sorry i didn't say goodbye lately it seems like everything just keeps getting worse ik u did u best and i'm sorry i didn't see that i guess it it just took me growing up to realize
Momma u know that i love u dearly but recently i've been feeling kinda lonely tryna figure out my journey
But somethings tryna hold me back maybe it's the thought of leaving u so lonely all alone in the big old house this road is looking scary leaving mamas arms is the only thing thats really gonna hurts me tryna figure out how to do this without my mom is a different plan cuz growing up we didn't know the pain are mom went through and for that im sorry maybe it was all some kind of game looking at the sky and all i see is pain staying up at night screaming at god why my momma why u got to go for her she don't deserve this pain and struggle she wasnt ready for us man she was only 19 and yet she still did the best should could every day because that's my momma thats the lady that put here needs last to make sure we was safe and had a home u see that's my momma my best friend my wing man my super hero on the bad days see she was the only fan i needed she was always at my game and she would always come out to celebrate and u see ik it hurts her to know that im in pain and kills me every day because its not her fault all i see is red since day 1 shes always been there right there on my side for bad times and good she would always fight and for that i owe her my life cause i probably wouldnt even be here if it was for her she kept the food on the table and the close on my back and for that im thankful you know i hate seeing her in pain it kills me growing up knowing we didnt make it easy on u and im sorry for everything we did as kids i know we was bad but yet u still stood there ans smiled because we are ur babys and all u want for us was to see us grow and see us be the better things
