Four My Kids, Forever My Heart

Yo it's Carson from laurinburg North Carolina and I wanted to dedicate this to kyliegh,cason,madie and chloe daddy loves you so my and I'm sorry Yo, this one's for my kids,

The pieces of my heart that I miss,

Every moment, every day, gotta say,

I'm sorry that I let you slip away.

Four little faces, they light up my nights,

But the darkness took me, hid the spark from my life,

I was lost in the system, lost in my pain,

Every thought of you, like sunshine in the rain.

Made mistakes, I can’t rewind time,

Every day without you feels like a climb,

I dream of your laughter, I ache for your smiles,

Been counting the seconds and missing the miles.

So hear me now, I’m reaching out,

These words, my heart, I wanna shout,

Wish I could cradle you, hold you close,

Through every struggle, it’s you I miss the most.

Kids, I’m sorry I wasn’t there,

Every day I feel this heavy despair,

Life ain’t worth living, yeah, that’s my truth,

I hope you can hear me, I love you, my youth.

I see your faces in dreams that I chase,

Memories of joy, sweet smiles I embrace,

I fell from grace, yeah, paid the price,

But love’s the bond, and it’s shining bright.

Each tear I’ve cried, each wish I’ve made,

Hoping you’ll find peace, through the heartache and pain,

I write these Rhymes just to show you my soul,

You're my heartbeats, my purpose, you make me whole.

So hear me now, let’s bridge this gap,

Together we can rise, let love overlap,

One day we’ll laugh, one day we’ll sing,

As your dad, I promise, I’ll give everything.

Kids, I’m sorry I wasn’t there,

Every day I feel this heavy despair,

Life ain’t worth living, yeah, that’s my truth,

I hope you can hear me, I love you, my youth.

Forgiveness is a journey, I’m willing to take,

Brick by brick, let's rebuild what we break,

Through every letter, every beat, every rhyme,

I'll cherish you forever, for all of time.

So if you hear this, just know it's sincere,

You’re my world, my love, the reason I'm here,

No matter the distance, you’re always my heart,

Four kids, one love, we’ll never be apart.