They thought my calm meant weakness.
By the time they realized it was control, the door was already locked from the inside.
I didn't open up to be saved.
I just wanted someone to sit beside my darkness without making me feel guilty for having it.
Don't wait til it's to late to tell people how you feel.
TELL THEM TO FUCK OFF TODAY!!!
Every time you swallow a boundary, excuse a pattern, or silence your discomfort, something inside you keeps score. And eventually, the bill comes due.
[Pre Chorus]
If this storm is too much for you, You're too weak for the hurricane. I'm starting To think This Is all just a sick twisted Game. Because i am more than broken moments, More than sorrow, more than pain. I thought I was battling depression, Despair, desolation and strife, Catastrophe, crash and solitude, But I was just coping with life.
[Chorus]
It's Fucked up how people get judged for being real, and people get loved for being fake.
Back at the Shit show rodeo.
CAN'T YOU SEE I'M DROWNING SINKING DEEPER
I CAN BARELY FUCKING FEEL A THING SUFFOCATING ON MY SORROW MEDICATING FOR TOMORROW
MY REALITY'S TORN AT THE SEAMS
NO PROMISE OF A FUCKING TOMORROW
SHATTERED UNDER BROKEN DREAMS and what I know. Is that this is the shit show rodeo.
[Verse]
I DON'T GIVE A Fuck WHAT PEOPLE SAY.
REAL ONES DON'T NEED PRAISE STAYING GOOD JUST TO PLEASE
FAKE PEOPLE?
NOT MY MISSION. NOT MY PROBLEM. NOT MY LIFE.'SOME OF US ARE JUST
BROKEN
IN WAYS THAT HAPPEN TO BE USEFUL"
CAN'T YOU SEE I'M DROWNING SINKING DEEPER NOW THERE'S NOTHING LEFT TO FEEL SUFFOCATING ON THE SAME OLD SORROW
NO MORE "MAYBE" THIS IS REAL. Nothing worse than finding out the closest ones to you were the snakes the whole time.
[Pre Chorus]
If this storm is too much for you, You're too weak for the hurricane. I'm starting To think This Is all just a sick twisted Game. Because i am more than broken moments, More than sorrow, more than pain. I thought I was battling depression, Despair, desolation and strife, Catastrophe, crash and solitude, But I was just coping with life.
[Chorus]
It's Fucked up how people get judged for being real, and people get loved for being fake.
Back at the Shit show rodeo.
CAN'T YOU SEE I'M DROWNING SINKING DEEPER
I CAN BARELY FUCKING FEEL A THING SUFFOCATING ON MY SORROW MEDICATING FOR TOMORROW
MY REALITY'S TORN AT THE SEAMS
NO PROMISE OF A FUCKING TOMORROW
SHATTERED UNDER BROKEN DREAMS and what I know. Is that this is the shit show rodeo.
[Bridge]
They thought my calm meant weakness.
By the time they realized it was control, the door was already locked from the inside.
Stay with it; do not run, do not hide, do not numb...Feel.
[Chorus]
It's Fucked up how people get judged for being real, and people get loved for being fake.
Back at the Shit show rodeo.
CAN'T YOU SEE I'M DROWNING SINKING DEEPER
I CAN BARELY FUCKING FEEL A THING SUFFOCATING ON MY SORROW MEDICATING FOR TOMORROW
MY REALITY'S TORN AT THE SEAMS
NO PROMISE OF A FUCKING TOMORROW
SHATTERED UNDER BROKEN DREAMS.
[Outro]
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