Morning drips like honey on my skin
You’re already waiting, let me in
White silk sheets, porcelain smile
You know how to keep me for a while
I dress you up as “doing fine”
Slide you under my tongue, every time
You say, “Relax, I’ve got you now”
And I always let you show me how
Pre-Chorus
You don’t ask me how I feel
You just make it disappear
You taste like safety, cold and sweet
Pull me under, six feet deep
Chorus
You’re my favorite dose, my secret sin
You don’t love me—you just quiet it
Hands on my throat, telling me breathe
Take everything I feel from me
I don’t need pleasure, I don’t need pain
Just your slow drip in my veins
If surviving means I give you control
Then undress my heart and make it cold
Verse 2
You whisper lies I wanna keep
“Feeling less is better than sleep”
Friends say I glow, say I look divine
They don’t see who I’m with at night
You kiss the edge off every fear
Say “stay numb, I’ll keep you here”
I know you’re not what heals the wound
But you make the silence smooth
Pre-Chorus
You don’t fix me, you don’t try
You just make the hurt comply
Soft restraint, chemical trust
I give you me because I must
Chorus
You’re my favorite dose, my secret sin
You don’t love me—you just quiet it
Hands on my throat, telling me breathe
Take everything I feel from me
I don’t need pleasure, I don’t need pain
Just your slow drip in my veins
If surviving means I give you control
Then undress my heart and make it cold
Bridge (very minimal, whispered)
If I feel too much, I’ll break
So stay inside me—don’t let me wake
Be the reason I don’t scream
Be my beautiful anesthesia dream
Say you’ll never let me feel alone
Even if it means I’m not my own
Final Chorus (lush, dark, intimate)
You’re my favorite dose, my velvet lie
Keeping me warm while I’m dead inside
Don’t save me, don’t let me go
Just keep me numb enough to know
If this is love, I’ll let it hurt
If this is wrong, then make it work
I’ll survive inside your hold
My pretty drug… my grip on cold
Outro
Morning light
You’re still in me
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