Only She Could PART 2

She was like me so hard she’d fell. She’d fought too many wars tortured in too many hells, she stared at evil face-to-face, was deceived by the doctor who dealt in hate killed hope injected fear in her veins. I stared gazed for a while It’s been many years. been too many miles no words came didn’t recognize a smile. how could she take a beatin so Savage be tortured with sadness and smile wow it’s madness she rambled point to point others scoffed she’s crazy but I can’t look away. I’m enamored. Heart racing didn’t know it’s there been so long since I felt any feeling to care. She disappears. I move on reappears and is gone. get a glimpse here and there only a taste a brief thought but shes in my mind. I’m aware always in my periphery. Why would the devil do this to mess with me there’s no rhyme or reason He has already won I am already broken. Im already gone. It’s different now for years my minds been empty as my soul, heart not even within me sex drugs and hate the only feelings he gives me stumbling along, then like a bomb dropped that hits me colossal explosion. Whats this emotion? I’d always assumed she was from him a devilish ideation somethin no man could refuse the perfect temptation but look further in her eyes it was new kind of like a revelation she’d seen the ultimate view from a higher elevation. Her beauty was great, her body perfect but meager her soul colossal dwarfing Mountains of evil. I thought she was another rabbit hole just a rift. By his grace, could she be an angel a gift? looked at my arm could it be his plan someone too strong for hell to take to save a broken man. Did she fall or was she sent? She’s been broken and twisted the perfect spy sent from heaven everyone had dismissed. She’s just a pretty face don’t listen to her She’s crazy. Look at her life shes incredibly lazy see She makes bad decisions and she won’t ever change see, she can’t even seem to find her own way see, the masses are blind with closed hearts now but maybe unending love must look out of place to those who would judge a book only by the first page. What if she’s a vessel of so much hope she contains it spills out her bit by bit day by day and she was chosen for her strength not her sanity not to save the world but bring back lost no one can see. she has a mini me helps her stay on course perfect innocence and glee. I can’t speak I cant see I can’t feel anything I don’t know where I am purgatory it seems glimpses of a life still heavy with evil but now it seems different hate has receded replaced by something else I never thought I could feel and I’ve still no idea where I go from here but I have energy with hope it’ll grow and explode into a road that takes me home. where the heart is I have one of those secured really good open it none would as it stood just had to wait for this angel see only she could.

Goody back to life, sometimes the obstacles the path, angelic and bright, Goody smitten by the Mags. An angel in my eyes, GREATNESS BABY is alive!

but now it seems different hate has receded replaced by something else I never thought I could feel and I’ve still no idea where I go from here but I have energy with hope it’ll grow and explode into a road that takes me home. where the heart is I have one of those secured really good open it none would as it stood just had to wait for this angel see only she could.

Goody back to life, sometimes the obstacles the path, angelic and bright, Goody smitten by the Mags. An angel in my eyes, GREATNESS BABY is alive!