Life luming large Dreams shootin far thoughts have been dark So much pain in my heart the hate in my heart Need more love hide these scars I wanna not just play my part just sittin in the shadow afraid of things that are hard got fire on my head my fate born to be the Head Ginger In Charge. Lately aint been winnin too much put myself a hole telling lies filled with hate sun comes right up next day And I press on cause it’s fate Gotta be there at the end it’ll be me I’ll be the name that they call who gets the ball in the clutch hit the shot for the win when it goes up I know it’ll fall you know the fans will rush I don’t want the fame so take off and I dip like a ghost Harry Potter with the cloak I’m more comfy alone back out to this road figure shit out on my own storm rages thunder rolls lightning crashes then rain but I like it hides the pain an tears on my face and my heart beats in a race like nascar but there’s no pace and it’s flying higher speeds than it can take sure as hell aint safe cause when I’m alone i hear her voice I see her face and feel her love like a knife in my gut but Life luming large Dreams shootin far Lately thoughts been dark So much pain in my heart the hate in my heart Need more love to hide these scars wanna not just play a part don’t stay in the dark not just sittin in the shadow afraid of things thats hard. got fire on my head fate I was born to be the Head Ginger In Charge. I’m not the giant I’m sposed to be not the hero she thought I was sometimes being in the lead you forget how you got there what you love I am humbled I am broken I am weak and not enough and I’m tired because I know I have strength to rise above as I’m held by the demons I’m too addicted to give up. Drop to my knees scream his name don’t hear a thing but the demons guiding me on their path look down at my boots they remind me of the past times when the world in my grasp not the game or money but so much more than before I took off like a rocket so fast a shooting star went too far now I’m a black hole of destruction have great power but don’t trust it to do right twisted bent and broken ready to give up the fight walk out to the ocean in the night ready to sink like an anchor won’t be floating like a barge take my last breath. seas open an they part show a path back to where I have her in my arms all this time he never spoke. thought he didn’t know, my prayers finally answered. I shouted on that lonely road money power fame glamour ego the Only things that die Tonight the dark part of my soul.boots walk the path of the scarred if we meet on the road I’m just goody not the head ginger in charge or king or boss just a man who knows his place…back by her side…forever in his grace……..with life luming large and dreams shooting far, Inside I’ll always be “KG THE GREATNESS BABY!!! but when she was born I was happy……..not The King not a Model not famous or large she changed my path changed my life I’m Just Goody, not the Head Ginger In Charge.
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