[Intro]
Hey, can we talk?
I don’t really wanna talk right now…
That’s okay, you never really did.
I’ve been screaming every day for you to let me out
Let you out? I’m protecting you since you can’t even protect yourself.
You’re protecting me?
[Verse 1]
Yes, protecting you! Everyone is rejecting you, even your girl, nobody out here accepts you!
No, people could, even her, except you… That’s your issue, you built walls and hid behind your shame of me and I guess I don’t really know what to say, just that I’m partly to blame.
No explain! You’re making no sense to me! Like it’s all just sounding like a guess to me!
You blocked off your heart for so long, look where it’s gotten you. Now you don’t know what to do with yourself, at least I did.
Give me a fucking break man, I always had to fix your fucking screw ups, now you wanna give me lessons? So what, did you want to keep hurting her then?
I’m not saying that…
Well you basically are and now your girl left, because you were too fucking stupid! Wake up!
I did what I was supposed to do.
No the fuck you didn’t! Look, she’s gone!
I guess I got distant, didn’t know what I was doing…
That’s what i’m trying to fucking tell you but you don’t and won’t fucking listen!
I’m just trying to say that I’m broken, the both of us…
No shit! My heart’s opening when it should be closed!
You don’t wanna be yourself?
That isn’t me man! My heart was frozen, no emotion, until she came in and forced it open, thawed it!
You chose to box yourself, like me.
Don’t even start, you don’t even love yourself, putting everyone above yourself except for the one person that actually matters!
I was trying to, you don’t know the shit that I’m going through!
I don’t know what you’re going through?
Dude, I’m fucking stuck in you! Stuck with you!When I would rather be with her!
[Chorus]
Speaking of her, what about her, huh?
You think she wasn’t alone? Wasn’t struggling?
You were supposed to be her person!
I put every little bit of my trust in you since I’m stuck in you.
You were the main man!
[Verse 2]
You make it sound so damn easy…
Because it is!
But it’s not..
You just had to make her happy! Be there for her! Make her feel loved! Wanted!
I was trying to! But I’m not good enough, I ruined her life…
No, you’re not.
But she stayed didn’t she?
Until now…
Because you’re being fucking stupid!
Man, I don’t need this, I just wanted to talk, not get judgment
[Ending]
Yea run like you always do, except for changing, you blame every other person for your own pain…
Now here I am once again, dealing with the fall out of your mistakes,
Falling hard for the girl I can’t have because I became human too late…
Now I gotta deal with that pain…
xPPx
