[Intro]
Hey man, can we talk again?
Well, that depends. We actually talking or we judging?
Listen, I’m sorry man, I wasn’t trying to freak like that.
I was just frustrated with you…
Yea… I can say the same for you…
I just don’t understand it man, you got… well had an amazing girl. I don’t get why you can’t just get your head out of your ass…
[Verse 1]
You just don’t get it… I wanted to do right by her, be the best for her.
So why don’t you?
I was trying to! I guess the pressure just got to me, her peeps never had any faith in me.
Do you know what it’s like to be constantly told that you’ll never be good enough for her?
That they’ll never accept you, always reject you!
“It doesn’t matter if you make her happy, we don’t fucking like you!”
Man, you gotta stop worrying about the people who were against you…
She chose you, she loved you, wanted you, it doesn’t matter if they loathed you.
I don’t know man… That shit just always kinda got to me, it felt like a continuous losing battle…
Alright fine but what about now?
What?
That made sense then but what about now?
You can’t blame her family now, the issue was you, not them.
Me?
Yes you!
You just had to do the bare minimum!
Talk to her!
Call her!
Spend time with her!
Then fix it if you think it’s that simple then…
That’s all I've been doing man! Fixing your fucking mistakes! You better start praying kid!
Because I can’t fix this! She’s done, love is gone, moving on! She doesn’t care about us anymore!
You really fucked up man and I hate you for that.
Then you have her, since I can’t get it right.
[Chorus]
I can’t have what you had
That wasn’t my life
This isn’t my body
But if it was, I’d do it right
I’d treat her like a goddess, she’d be my world, my life.
Worship her body, make her be my wife and have our little family like she dreamed all her life.
Kissing little Scarlet to bed every night and show Damien how to treat a girl right.
But that’ll never happen because I’m robbed of that life.
Hurting cause of you since you can’t get it right.
[Verse 2]
You think I didn’t want that to?
You don’t act like it
And what about you huh?
If you cared that much then why didn’t you do much?
Why didn’t you come out more?
Take her out?
Kiss her yourself?
Make her feel loved yourself?
Because this was you and her, I wasn’t the main man.
I have to keep reminding myself that this wasn’t for me, it was for you.
But she wanted you too…
Yea and you hated that…
Rather it be you than anyone else.
[Ending Chorus]
I can’t have what you had
That wasn’t my life
This isn’t my body
But if it was, I’d do it right
I’d treat her like a goddess, she’d be my world, my life.
Worship her body, make her be my wife and have our little family like she dreamed all her life.
Kissing little Scarlet to bed every night and show Damien how to treat a girl right.
But that’ll never happen because I’m robbed of that life.
Hurting cause of you since you can’t get it right.
xPPx
