January felt like a promise,
A future written in gold.
We were building dreams together,
Believing we’d grow old.
Everything seemed so certain,
Like nothing could go wrong,
I never thought the life we made
Could disappear so soon.
February was peaceful,
The quiet kind of joy.
Simple days and steady hearts,
The little things we enjoyed.
I held on to forever
Like it was already mine,
Never knowing some goodbyes
Arrive without a sign.
(Pre-Chorus)
Then the seasons started changing,
And so did everything I knew.
I kept reaching out for answers,
But they never made it through.
(Chorus)
I wanted clarity,
But all I got was silence.
I searched for something honest,
But only found the distance.
The truth arrived much later,
And it hurt more than I knew.
But some kinds of heartbreak
Only come to set you free.
(Verse 3)
April took my sleep away,
Left me talking to the dark.
I was losing pieces of myself,
Trying to hold a broken heart.
My peace became a stranger,
My confidence grew thin,
I was fighting for tomorrow
When I could barely breathe within.
(Verse 4)
Then May finally brought me
The truth I didn’t want to hear.
Not the answers I was hoping for,
But the ones that made things clear.
Some realities are painful,
Yet they’re kinder than a lie.
And healing starts the moment
You stop asking yourself why.
(Chorus)
I wanted clarity,
But all I got was silence.
I searched for something honest,
But only found the distance.
The truth arrived much later,
And it hurt more than I knew.
But some kinds of heartbreak
Only come to set you free.
(Bridge)
June taught me how to let go,
How to choose my peace instead.
To stop chasing what was leaving,
And love the life that’s still ahead.
I’m not the girl I used to be,
And I don’t wish to be again.
Some endings break your spirit,
Others teach you how to mend.
(Outro)
Six months, six lessons,
A thousand tears that fell.
I lost the life I thought I wanted,
But somehow found myself.
And if I could go back,
I wouldn’t change a thing,
Because the silence that once broke me
Taught me how to sing. 🎵
