Im rapping like im late on the rent, im grateful im humble,i remember when i was living in a tent,i had to go deep and get right with god i had to repent i had to rewire my brain and start saying what i meant, i really went through it i was hell bent opps were gonna get sent till i realised im on the budah path,im life path 8 that's dhrama I'll leave it up to karma. while i smile and laugh they say you will live longer,setting my intention nice and clearly i bet i want to accumulate wealth, i wanna prosper i want good health and i know nonones gonna help you if you don't help your self and life has been a lesson, so many tests but they led to progression i used to snap from the tension i was constantly stressing but if i didn't struggle i wouldn't truley appreciate my blessings, i got my freedom and the woman of my dreams this is the best thing, you help me see the light, your melinin skin feels so right i just wanna hold you tight, I've only got you in my sight, just know i will respect you, i wanna be your man, i wanna protect you, i hope you smile in the morning when i send a text through, i appreciate your time i really get you, i feel like i won a bet but this isn't something i want to gamble, your to hot to handle so i have to go so slow lets light a candle and make love cos i love you, just know I'm not gonna i wont put anyone above you, ive been broken so many times but for somereason i trust you, i have faith, you make my whole world brighter, you motovate me, i wanna make you proud i hope you stay solid and don't end up resenting and start to hate me, please be mine forever your my lady, you drive me crazy, i could settle down with you and even have a baby, i came along way from growing trees i was shady it was fuck you pay me then i fell off and got lazy stopped valuing money, i used to have dreams to make it rain when it was sunny laughing to the bank with a full tummy, i cant get complacent i had no role models i couldnt rely on my mummy i had to grow up, they counted me out they didn't expect my glow up, i was ticing so of course im gonna blow up, its just how i was wired, i had to reprogram my thinking i was unhappy and tired i reached point where i called my own bluff, enough was enough i don't need to do it tough i had to nurture myself and remind myself i am enough and be present, I've always been a king but i was living like a peasent, I procrastinated and anticipated why i couldn't make it, i had to stand up and man up throw my hand up sometimes you've gotta claim what's yours and go take it. I know that They will either love it or hate it, people envy authenticity, im apointed and instated, they used to play me till they got sick of me now they will say that i made it i was always faded i nearly faded away, you appreciate life so much when it's nearly taken away, enjoy the little things but always think bigger, i wanna quit but i don't wanna be a quiter, i set the bar so high so if i fall short then i still will succeed