Is this the end,or just the beginning/ I'm tired of being on the losing end and not winning/ I got many,options,often,like walking/ running ,biking ,or driving in the ron-fluh/,the nissan,the 4runner ,the mazda/ from the black Swan to compton/ from being off my rocker, to back on/taking amazon packages from somebodies back lawn/ in thus game of life I'm the black pawn/ cut me some slack mom, I'm not that gone/ my re-ack-shawn ,to bad things happenin'/ I'm bad with a note pad & pen/ and I can imagine when,the havoc in/ side of your passenger van is ten/ times what it could've been,should've been/ I stood in ten,feet of level water/ the devils not a, fallen angel I wana fuxx with/ the drumstick,the lightning & thunder/ despite bein' younger,than the wonder/ years , cast & care-ict-terrs,the parroters/ the offensive,the pretencous, the pretenders/ the straightening ,out of what was bended/ I'm off the hinges, water rinses/ mother & father consensus/ this is the endless, summer I imagined/ some kids have dumb, & dumber band width/ I want a ham swiss,bacon and calamari sandwich/ I am in ,the matrix / the way shits, been elevatin' ,it's escalated/ It's testing patience,I'm living paycheck/ to frickin' paycheck, situation ,is anxious/ waitin', for that money in the bank then/ the day comes,that I can take it/ the way shits, plays out on the stage its/ all being erased with, the passing days shit/.......(CHORUS) IVE BEEN TO ENDS, ENDS OF THE EARTH,THIS TERRA FIRMA, WHERE I HEARD A, INSURGENT, OR MAYBE A TERRORIST, if there even is such a thing,touch the wing,,the WING OF AN ANGEL)---i work my butt off,for what dog/ so many dumb fucks,I've had to cut off/ all the drug thoughts, sippin' rum drops/"YOU MEAN GUM dROPS" ,I mean some songs/ need to be re-done lots,some come off/ as being in need of being sung on/ im being flung on,the back burner/ off this track further cuz of my ass burger/ but when it comes to trap,this is rap murder/ I have hearda', the fast words yer/ ass worth a cash server/ I'm back & at it again ,bad worder/ runnin' laps further,than a cat burglar/ bein' chased by the task,workers/ of iniquity, when I went to flee/ I saw demonic entities, that were hell bent on me/ being sent to see ,the demented beast/ I'm in this ,we...can sometimes get in too deep/ the friends you keep, got endless peeps/ that'll render these, C.G.I. glitches, content you see/ pretentiously ,condescendingly/ someone called ,then sent for me/ to do the sentencing, on the song that went with these/ beats, that they always be makin'/ all the borrowed information/ being replaced with ,inadequate letters/ I'm an addict & never,have I seen the shit/ that got these fiends ,fiendin' quick/ as this confetti, turnin' em into spaghetti/ every...time,you go away/ you throw away, everything I know today/ everything I think I know , is nothing I thought I knew/ I miss more than alot of you,not a clue/ as to who's, obviously gotten thru/ spoiled & rotted you,do what you gotta do