A Dysfunction

I started my day with a thought, of you,

I couldn’t believe it’s been

so long,

since you’ve

been gone.

Remembering that day as if yesterday,

I can’t believe; The last time we were together,

I’m thanking God

we made amends,

after years of lies

causing division,

confusion

and chaos.

We never could imagine our enemy

would be the very one

that we were blinded,

and

couldn’t see.

So many lies led us astray.

We were lost and so confused

not aware

of

How the enemy would play us,

Mentally.

causing us pain,

that held us captive

in a prison with no bars

they fed us all lies, and deceptions

We never could imagine our enemy

Was the very one

that we were blinded

and couldn’t see.

We figured it out and it plagued our hearts

We were lost and so confused

We never could imagine

The enemy was the one

we were blinded and couldn’t see.

Wrapped in gifts,

smiles and retreats

well mannered, and

Providing everything we thought we’d need.

all the while the enemy was

plotting against us.

Making us think it was for our best interests

Taking control only to prevent us

from seeing the truth

Tearing us down mentally

day to day

Two sisters trying to make sense of our enemy.

Souls lost in a sea of dysfunction

Trying to regain peace

We said a prayer

Hoping

God would help us, he stepped in

trying to guide us

But we were so weak

Confused and we didn’t know what to do.

The enemy

Put us in competitions

we never could believe.

We were in

A prison

with no bars

It affected our souls.

And mentally we were

Torn apart,

by so many lies and deceptions.

Two sisters we never imagined, what it would cost us.

The lives it destroyed.

The peace we had no longer exists

Destroying our existence.

So many times we couldn’t see

blinded by

the enemy

We couldn’t see.

If I had another moment

We would be together

Things would be different.

I’m Mentally strong

Walking away,

Not settling for drama and

Staying in prayer.

I’m

Seeking God for the

Answers.

I wish you were here,

But I know you’re free!

So keep on flying, as high as you can go.

Every one’s divided, by the enemy.

We couldn’t, imagine it would be this way

Family divided and lies still told

causing confusion and deception has a hold.

But only God truly knows!

Life’s been hard trying to keep us together

A force that broke us mentally

and spiritually.

We never could imagine our enemy

Being blinded and we couldn’t see.

So keep on flying

and don’t

look back

your boys,

are grown now,

And

Fighting hard to withstand stand.

Fighting hard to withstand.

Fighting hard to withstand!!!