A love not real
A love not real
I decided the suffering must end
tired of fighting this demon within.
Praying hard for a change
but she can’t see
where it began.
Why not give us up instead
You brought drama and chaos
hiding
From all the others
too blind to see the truth
Your tears and lies will corrupt them
I pray one day it will be uncovered.
A love not real
A love not real….
It’s always others being blamed
but truth she will not claim.
Never remembering what she’s done
playing the victim role
all along
that’s where
She runs.
I pray she heals one day
but
For now all I can do is pray.
A love not real
A love not real
So many years of causing pain
so many tears have we displayed
wondering why we have to suffer?
Is it our destiny to fail?
Or hers to prevail, breaking us down, mentally………
Destroying our souls with no hope,
and to blind to see
A love not real
A love not real
Are we the evil ones
We got questions
No answer can we get
It’s so much tension.
envy and jealousy is the enemy raging
Eyes that see evil
All vain imaginations
reprobate mind being
The culprit.
Truth she cannot hear,
The enemy guiding her
False perceptions
Can’t see truth
Just evil intent
Visions
Not there only vain
imaginations
from a lonely heart
Why does she hate the very ones
She created.
One sister dead and gone
Now she’s trying to kill us all.
A love not real
A love not real
Why is this so hard when you love someone
trying to be strong. But we finally see
It’s not me, no remorse in her heart
She’s okay and there’s no more fight.
It’s a battle
I see,
But it’s making my heart
so weak
It’s like a battle
that
can’t be beat…….
How long will you let this last? Lord I pray
You free her at last.
A love not real
A love not real.,,,.,,,
It’s making me think
I have no chance
Questioning this mental state of mind
is it me
Going blind.
I can’t imagine this life I live, so
Many are misled
by lies being told
Being deceived by the
enemies plans.
She’s clever with the stories she’s told. People sucked in by tears that fall
not knowing it’s the evil one hiding its hands
Trying so hard to keep my mind in peace
Trying not to go back to these streets.
God, I don’t know how long this will last
but I can’t
Keep going back.
This time I have to bury this heart
no longer
Available. Let the funeral begin.
Tired of the drama
let go of the past
Moving forward at last.
All chances are gone,
no more excuses
it’s done.
Don’t look back
A love not real
Don’t look back
A love not real
Don’t look back
A love not real
You’re fighting hard but it’s not going to last
This time I’m saying goodbye
No more chances on this side.
This time I’m saying goodbye
No more chances on this side.
No more chances in this side……
No more chances in this side……
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