I wish you could be here

The day you left me. It was like a dream, that turned to a nightmare.

Unfolding before my eyes, I couldn’t imagine this life without you. So many days since then, I’ve wondered what life would have been like. I finally realized that God, doesn’t make any mistakes.

I had So many questions, but never answered.

So many tears that could fill an ocean, not a tide that rolled in, that I didn’t see your face. If I had a chance, I’d make it right, but God had another plan.

So many dreams have come and gone, I wish I had known you weren’t going to be here long. I wish I could’ve done things better, maybe you’d still be here, but, Now I’m left with an empty space; in my heart, trying to make sense of the course of life.

You left me so long ago, sometimes I wonder if things could be different. would I be what you want. You know The type of mother you’d be glad to show off.

No footprints in the sand, no pictures to capture your smile, no voice to remind me of your cry, nothing left but a moment, lost in time.

As a vapor of smoke, you were gone away, like a cloud, rolling through a thunder storm.

You never said hello, and I never said goodbye. I wish we had more time. I just don’t know.

You were gone!

Like a vapor of smoke.

you were gone, like a thunderstorm that rolled away.

Gone like a vapor of smoke,

wishing for the chance to hold you close.

My heart aches for just one touch. Holding my girl tight for just one moment, Regaining lost time,

from years ago.

I’ll never forget how small you were, your heartbeat stopped and there was no more. I cried so hard I couldn’t see, no thinking my brain was weak.

So much time has rolled away, I see you in my mind from day to day. My baby girl. I can’t imagine how it would be, but just know, I keep your memory.

My baby girl!

My baby girl!

Oh oh my baby girl!!!