Empty Rooms

TRACK 6 — EMPTY ROOMS

I’ve been walkin’ through these empty rooms inside my mind,

Every corner feels like pieces of the life I left behind.

Every shadow on the wall looks like a version of me,

Every silence feels like somethin’ I was never meant to see.

I’ve been drownin’ in the echoes of the things I never said,

All the promises I broke, all the thoughts inside my head.

I’ve been runnin’ from the truth like it’s somethin’ I can’t face,

But every time I try to change, I end up in the same place.

I don’t know why I destroy the things I swear I love,

Why I push away the people who keep tryin’ to lift me up.

I don’t know why I keep fallin’ back into the same pain,

Why I swear I’m gonna change, then I never really change.

I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know who I was,

I don’t know why I keep breakin’ everything I touch.

I keep tellin’ myself I’ll fix this someday,

But I’m scared of who I’ll be if I ever walk away.

These empty rooms keep echoing my name,

Every corner whisperin’ “You’ll never change.”

I keep runnin’ from the person I became,

But every door I open looks the same.

These empty rooms keep showin’ me the truth,

I’m the one who built the walls I can’t break through.

I keep sayin’ I’ll be better, but I never do,

I need to change… but I don’t know how to.

I’ve been talkin’ to the ghosts of who I used to be,

Tellin’ them I’m tryin’ but they never listen to me.

Every promise that I made feels like a lie I rehearsed,

Every time I try to heal, I end up makin’ it worse.

I’ve been searchin’ for a reason just to get out of bed,

But the weight inside my chest keeps pullin’ me down instead.

I’ve been tryna find forgiveness for the things I regret,

But the mirror never lets me forget.

I don’t know why I keep holdin’ on to all this guilt,

Why I tear myself apart with the pain I never killed.

I don’t know why I keep runnin’ from the help I need,

Why I’d rather fall apart than admit that I bleed.

I don’t know why I keep choosin’ all the things that break me,

Why I’m scared of bein’ loved when I want it so badly.

I keep tellin’ myself I’ll fix this someday,

But I’m scared of who I’ll be if I ever walk away.

These empty rooms keep echoing my name,

Every corner whisperin’ “You’ll never change.”

I keep runnin’ from the person I became,

But every door I open looks the same.

These empty rooms keep showin’ me the truth,

I’m the one who built the walls I can’t break through.

I keep sayin’ I’ll be better, but I never do,

I need to change… but I don’t know how to.

Maybe I’m the reason that I’m stuck this way,

Maybe I’m the one who keeps me locked in place.

Maybe I’m afraid of who I’ll be without the