I just realized I caused my damage. I was selfish. I didn't care about how she felt or I did, but I thought I was smarter. I did, but I thought I was doing something that she didn't understand and she would understand in the future. I was working a lot for myself so I didn't have to worry about the bills sol didn't have to worry about Anything that involves money. That's what l want. I never tried her way. I thought it was just a Wrong thing to do to spend time with her instead of going to work I'm selfish. I could've just risk it. I mean when I met her I was willing to spend every minute with her and I didn't care about anything elsework.
Work was an important I had to become an adult a real one. I didn't know that! went from one to 100 so fast.psbeeddtreskertibon neutral and
see how it went. I pushed her away and that's why I'm alone today.