I can't fulfill my greater purpose,
I'm feeling like I'm worthless,
I'm shouting all these curses,
I know my family don't deserve this.
Am I still a decent person,
Despite all the people that I'm hurting,
I draw the final curtain,
While these feelings only worsen.
It's just one of those days,
Don't know why I don't feel OK,
I feel like I'm trapped inside this cage,
Like a monster full of rage,
I know my demons can't be tamed,
So nothing will ever change,
Hard to turn another page,
When the book is up in flames.
So if you don't mind,
I'm not fine,
And I'm done,
I'm done with this bull shhh.
Cause it's about time,
That I stop cryin,
Now I will captain,
And I'll Pilot my own ship.
And Like a phinox from the ashes I rose,
Spiting fire like a volcano,
Listen to these limericks I compose,
Watch these fires as they grow,
Brighter than the lighters at my shows,
The hottest lyrics ever known,
Prepare a table with my foes,
Leave their bodies for the crows.
So if you don't mind,
I'm not fine.
And I'm loaded,
I've loaded a full clip.
Yeah it's about time,
And a blowen mind.
And I pulling,
Pulling till I here the click.
Through this noise it's what I learned,
Lyrics flip and pages turned,
Walls will fall and bridges burned,
Got to show these scars you earned,
All this pain so undeserved,
Bleeding heart that always yearned,
Leaving with this final word,
Live your life is your only concern.
So if you don't mind,
I'm not fine,
And I'm done,
I'm done with this bull shhh.
Cause it's about time,
That I stop cryin,
Now I will captain,
And I'll Pilot my own ship.
So if you don't mind,
I'm not fine.
And I'm loaded,
I've loaded a full clip.
Yeah it's about time,
And a blowen mind.
And I pulling,
Pulling till I here the click.
And Like a phinox from the ashes I rose,
Spiting fire like a volcano,
Listen to these limericks I compose,
Watch these fires as they grow,
Brighter than the lighters at my shows,
The hottest lyrics ever known,
Prepare a table with my foes,
Leave their bodies for the crows.