[Chorus]
Changed in a moment, I will never be the same.
I feel like a monster, tell me should I be afraid?
I hear all the voices, shouting loud in my brain.
Is this just a phase, cause it is driving me insane?
[Verse 1]
A loneliness I can't take,
but I keep pushing people away,
though I'm begging them to stay,
these feelings I can't shake,
it's like I am afraid,
they'll know this smile's fake,
if they look close at my face,
cause I can't erase all the mistakes.
[Chorus]
Changed in a moment, I will never be the same.
I feel like a monster, tell me should I be afraid?
I hear all the voices, shouting loud in my brain.
Is this just a phase, cause it is driving me insane?
[Verse 2]
I'm rapping like a man possessed,
My heart is set to beat out of my chest,
I thank God that I am blessed,
But I feel like I am being let by the rest.
I know those pills aren't working,
I feel like I'm trapped in a three ring circus,
I flip these tables just to see them turnin,
Build these bridges just to watch them burnin.
[Chorus]
Changed in a moment, I will never be the same.
I feel like a monster, tell me should I be afraid?
I hear all the voices, shouting loud in my brain.
Is this just a phase, cause it is driving me insane?
[Verse 3]
I cant fulfill my greater purpose,
I'm feeling like I'm worthless,
I'm shouting all these curses,
I know my family don't deserve this.
Am I still a decent person,
Despite all the people that I'm hurting,
I draw the final curtain,
While these feelings only worsen.
[Chorus]
Changed in a moment, I will never be the same.
I feel like a monster, tell me should I be afraid?
I hear all the voices, shouting loud in my brain.
Is this just a phase, cause it is driving me insane?