I have low spirits
I am dying cant you hear it
I am just not in it
questions running through my head
I take a walk outside instead
of putting a bullet in my head
I think bout everything that I done
And run as fast as I can
Then my friends start to ring
Told them I was depressed and wanted to die
This was the first time I had a good cry
But Suicide was heavily on my mind
He told me I'd be fine
But I heard that a million times
This time I just want to jump and die
But I didn't want to talk so I hung up the phone
So I just let it go
Then I get a ding from a friend
I smiled and I just put my phone away
I stopped running after 20 minutes
I knew I was just not in it
I looked at my phone for a minute
I had 20 missed calls and 26 texts
I was so upset
I just didnt want to listen
I knew I could win then
I look up cause I saw a shadow
I started to smile slow
Cause I thought I was dead though
This strange girl grabbed my hand
With I smile on here face
I was finally taken to a unfamiliar place
This happy place
This smile on my face
Finally wasn't misplaced
I wasn't misplaced!
Take me back to that time of grace!
Take me back to that fukken happy place!