Suicide

I have low spirits

I am dying cant you hear it

I am just not in it

questions running through my head

I take a walk outside instead

of putting a bullet in my head

I think bout everything that I done

And run as fast as I can

Then my friends start to ring

Told them I was depressed and wanted to die

This was the first time I had a good cry

But Suicide was heavily on my mind

He told me I'd be fine

But I heard that a million times

This time I just want to jump and die

But I didn't want to talk so I hung up the phone

So I just let it go

Then I get a ding from a friend

I smiled and I just put my phone away

I stopped running after 20 minutes

I knew I was just not in it

I looked at my phone for a minute

I had 20 missed calls and 26 texts

I was so upset

I just didnt want to listen

I knew I could win then

I look up cause I saw a shadow

I started to smile slow

Cause I thought I was dead though

This strange girl grabbed my hand

With I smile on here face

I was finally taken to a unfamiliar place

This happy place

This smile on my face

Finally wasn't misplaced

I wasn't misplaced!

Take me back to that time of grace!

Take me back to that fukken happy place!