Diode

I search and strive for positivity 
But my mind reverses polarity 
It easily erases any possibility 
Of anything actually working for me 

Life is something I can’t relate 
Death is something I often debate 
I’m stuck in this constant state 
Where I think all this is just my fate 

As I try to find what’s important 
I wonder through life’s Misfortune 
And anything to come around 
Twists me up and throws me down 
I struggle to survive in solidarity 
With my heart and head giving me anxiety 
I have the whole world in front of me 
Prosperity is something I fail to see 

I only attract negativity 
Seems to win by popularity 
Cuz it’s only all around me 
Will anything work for me 

Life is something I’ve come to hate 
Death distracts I can’t concentrate 
I’m terrified I haven’t been doing great 
I’m tired of being stuck in this terrible state 

As I try to find what’s important 
I wonder through life’s Misfortune 
And anything to come around 
Twists me up and throws me down 
I struggle to survive in solidarity 
With my heart and head giving me anxiety 
I have the whole world in front of me 
Prosperity is something I fail to see 

I search and strive for whats left of me 
But how much of me could there be 
If I gave everything I had inside for free 
Goodbye world you don’t need me 

Goodbye world you don’t need me 
And you probably won’t miss me 

Metalcore