Mind

This is what’s on my mind.

Do you ever feel like your mind is about to explode because of everything that’s happening? Do you ever feel like the walls are going to collapse? There are days when I feel suffocated and my mind races. Sometimes I can’t think straight. There are days when I don’t even feel like doing anything. Some days, I feel like it would be much easier to just end my life, but some people will say that’s selfish. Well, what about the people who care and love you? What about your family and your son? Some days, I just feel like I can’t do anything right. There are days when I just want to sit in a dark room and forget all the pain and hurt. There are days when you want to just lose it, but you can’t because you’ll be labeled the bad guy. But when you open up and say how you feel, it’s used against you. But what everyone doesn’t know is that I put on a fake smile because if you saw the war inside my head, you would go crazy.