Romeo and Juliet

How can I... tell you how I feel... the feelings not mutual we no longer chill, feeling so lonely, I’m feeling so lost, I strayed the wrong way but... I paid the cost,

hiding my feelings,

hiding my pain,

You look at me and say you are the same, Can’t stand that shit what you have is a feeling,

What I have’s a mental illness that’s killing,

And it’s killing me inside to see... you... down... when you could be up with me baby,

True love is something I want but I can never achieve,

Feeling like the walls are closing in making it hard to breathe,

And it’s killing me inside that you can’t be by my side,

It’s like Romeo and Juliet with the double suicide, so come and take my life, just come and take my soul, just make sure that you bury me on top of bed of gold,

I never speak of the feelings that I just told,

So maybe when you hear this you know the feelings you bestowed,

When the stress goes chaotic, I tend to go to narcotics, even though it’s idiotic, it makes me feel less psychotic, in the membrane of society, successful is what I’m tryna be, but I can’t achieve it due to all my anxiety, whys it got to be like this, why’d it have to go this way, depression pushed me out got me feeling like a castaway, people just leave my life the ones I really care about, so the only thing that I can trust are drugs because they stick around

True love is something I want but I can never achieve,

Feeling like the walls are closing in making it hard to breathe,

And it’s killing me inside that you can’t be by my side,

It’s like Romeo and Juliet with the double suicide, so come and take my life, just come and take my soul, just make sure that you bury me on top of bed of gold,

I never speak of the feelings that I just told,

So maybe when you hear this you know the feelings you bestowed,