Ones we lost

Heaven is getting full of all I loved and lost. I know they are all my audience. All in my corner guiding me through all I do . When I cry I know they cry .when I succeed they are proud .they love me without limits. With me always . I feel you it brings comfort to my soul gives me the to keep moving forward with your love I carry in my heart through the good and bad .I know for sure I never walk alone. Not always seen but always felt .I know I can be complicated but you will never forsaken me or abandon me .you will be my guardian til I become that for another . I taught and learned many things. I will make you all proud. I understand why God wanted you back your as special to me as you are to him .I envy him cause he has all that is special to me .he will keep you under his wings til I see you again. You will be a part of me til then.thank you for sending me your angels. I now know what love is here today gone tomorrow. My heart had no time to heal or prepare for this big of a loss .so much I wanted to say and do .I know you will be a part of all I do . I will smile in pride seeing you in the audience knowing your watching. I will not wallow in my sorrow. I will let it give me strength to push me forward into tomorrow.