When you went away I wasn't sure if I would ever see you again. I waited I prayed you would return. Waited by the phone it wasn't never you I would pick up to .when you left dad I didn't get a goodbye .running you were the best at .
The years without you I always felt something was missing step-dad is not the same he did the things you were supposed to be doing. I forgive you but I'm still sore that I missed so much time .
My mom took the steps to find you got message to you no call .then I found out that you had been gone for years .you went to heaven tore my heart to pieces half of me died that day .I never felt pain from the soul new kind of hurt.
I'm greatful for the time that I had even though it was short .I'm writing these words dad to say I'm sorry and I hope your ok . I hope you will be watching hope you will be proud of me I don't know if you ever were .questions burning in my mind .
One day I'll grow wings I will see you again I know it will no longer matter.i love and miss you dad always will .take care of mom. Love you forever and always