Chosen

I been walking through the fire, yeah I feel the heat

Every step I take, got me questioning my feet

They say I'm chosen but the pain won't leave

Got me wondering if this blessing what I really need

I'm breaking down inside, can't hide it anymore

All these walls around me, what I'm fighting for?

Every single breath feels like I'm going to war

Tell me why the chosen always end up on the floor

So I close my eyes, feel my soul still burning

Lost in the night but I’m never returning

Heavy is the crown that I never asked for

Dreams of my son, that’s what I’m fighting for

They say I'm anointed but I'm going through hell

Fighting for my son, got a story to tell

System trying to take him, I can feel my soul yell

They judge me as violent but they don't know me well

Anointed in the darkness, still I'm going through hell

Raw truth in my verses, got no lies to sell

Fighting for my bloodline, I won't ever bail

They say I'm chosen but I'm broken, can you tell?

Courtrooms and case files stacked against my name

They see aggression where I'm screaming out in pain

My boy's out there somewhere and I'm going insane

Every night I pray to God but nothing feels the same

Social workers talking like they know my situation

Label me abusive off their false interpretation

I been through trauma but they call it aggravation

Fighting for my child is my only motivation

I'm breaking down inside, can't fake it anymore

These scars upon my heart, what I'm bleeding for

Every single breath feels like I'm in this war

Why the chosen ones always end up on the floor?

So I close my eyes, feel my soul still burning

Lost in the night but I’m never returning

Heavy is the crown that I never asked for

Dreams of my son, that’s what I’m fighting for

They say I'm anointed but I'm going through hell

Fighting for my son, got a story to tell

System trying to take him, I can feel my soul yell

They judge me as violent but they don't know me well

Anointed in the darkness, still I'm going through hell

Raw truth in my verses, got no lies to sell

Fighting for my bloodline, I won't ever bail

They say I'm chosen but I'm broken, can you tell?

No filter on my pain, this is all I got left

Every tear that I cry, every breath in my chest

They don't see my intentions, just assume I'm a threat

But I'd die for my son, put that pain to the test

I'm chosen for this struggle, I'm chosen for this fight

Even when the system tries to steal away my light

Anointed but I'm bleeding, still I stand my ground

Fighting for my future, won't back down