Destroying Myself

Verse 1

I wake up with a weight on my chest,

Every breath feels like a test.

Voices screaming inside my head,

Telling me I’m better off dead.

I tried to be strong, tried to pretend,

But every road just meets the end.

I built these walls to feel alive,

Now they’re the reason I can’t survive.

Pre-Chorus

I’m chasing shadows in my mind,

Running from the truth I hide.

Every step, another lie,

I’m losing pieces every time.

Chorus (Scream / Power)

I’M DESTROYING MYSELF

JUST TO FEEL SOMETHING REAL

TEARING APART

EVERYTHING THAT I FEEL

I’M DESTROYING MYSELF

CAN’T ESCAPE FROM THIS HELL

SCREAMING INSIDE

AS I’M BURNING ALIVE

Verse 2

I look in the mirror, don’t know that face,

Just a ghost trapped in empty space.

Promises broken, trust turned to dust,

I gave you everything — you trampled it all.

I tried to scream, but lost my voice,

Every silence made the choice.

I bleed in words you’ll never hear,

Drowning slowly in my fear.

Pre-Chorus

I’m standing on the edge again,

One more breath away from the end.

I hold the pain like it’s my home,

Afraid to die, afraid to be alone.

Chorus (Scream / Power)

I’M DESTROYING MYSELF

JUST TO FEEL SOMETHING REAL

TEARING APART

EVERYTHING THAT I FEEL

I’M DESTROYING MYSELF

CAN’T ESCAPE FROM THIS HELL

SCREAMING INSIDE

AS I’M BURNING ALIVE

Bridge (Rap / Fast, Dark)

Locked in my head, no exit sign,

Every memory cuts like a knife.

I gave my soul just to belong,

Now I don’t know where I went wrong.

I tried to heal, I tried to change,

But pain keeps circling my name.

If this is living, tell me why

It feels like I’m learning how to die.

Breakdown (Quiet → Explosion)

I don’t wanna feel

I don’t wanna care

I don’t wanna live

Like I’m already dead

Final Chorus (Max Emotion)

I’M DESTROYING MYSELF

BUT I’M STILL STANDING HERE

BROKEN AND LOST

DROWNING IN FEAR

I’M DESTROYING MYSELF

BUT I’M FIGHTING INSIDE

THROUGH ALL THE PAIN

I’M STILL ALIVE

Outro (Quiet)

If I survive what’s killing me,

Maybe someday I’ll finally be… free.