Still Love Me, Lord?

[Intro]
Yeah
It’s just me and you tonight
You know my heart, right?
Listen…
[Verse 1]
I been ridin' with regrets in the backseat
Tires hummin', but my mind never at peace
Mama say you listen when it’s quiet
But my head loud, drama, I can’t silence
I remember when I prayed as a shorty
Bless this food, bless my fam, tell my story
Now I’m grown, I been drownin' in the poison
Wonder if you turn your face when I’m choosin'
[Chorus]
I been holdin' this bottle like it’s holdin' me (holdin' me)
I been runnin' from the mirror, I can’t even see
Tell me, God, when I fall, do you still love me?
Do you still love me? Do you still love me?
I been dirt on my name, still I bend my knees (bend my knees)
Got some blood on my hands that the world don't see
Tell me, God, when I fall, do you still love me?
Do you still love me? Do you still love me?
[Verse 2]
Every Sunday, grandma call, say she prayin'
Say she lift me up while the choir all swayin'
I’m outside, countin' sins like they payments
Tryna buy peace, but the tag say “patience”
I got partners in the cell, some in graves now
I got nights I shoulda died, but I stayed ’round
If your grace pulled me out when I ain’t ask
Why I still choke on my past like a mask?
[Bridge]
I ain’t ask for perfect, I just ask for mercy (mercy)
If you still hear me in the curse when I’m hurtin' (hurtin')
If I’m too far gone, put a light on the dirt road
If I’m too far gone, let me know, let me know
[Chorus]
I been holdin' this bottle like it’s holdin' me (holdin' me)
I been runnin' from the mirror, I can’t even see
Tell me, God, when I fall, do you still love me?
Do you still love me? Do you still love me?
I been dirt on my name, still I bend my knees (bend my knees)
Got some blood on my hands that the world don't see
Tell me, God, when I fall, do you still love me?
Do you still love me? Do you still love me?

rap, Slow, mournful Southern trap with male vocals; pitched gospel samples and organ pads under heavy 808s and crisp hi-hats. Verses start conversational and confessional, almost whispered, then grow into a grittier, doubled vocal. Chorus soars with layered harmonies and a melodic hook, bass blooming on downbeats; subtle choir stabs in the background to deepen the soul feel. Final chorus strips to voice and organ before drums slam back in for the last line., soul, hip hop