Yur

(I never wanted things to end the way they did but I have to live with my mistakes now)

Three months full of texting and calls getting to know you made me fall for you.

But a broken heart would make me crawl to you.

I never lied to you it's true, I started to care for you and that’s the moment I knew that I wanted to make you mine but…….

I'm lookin at a broken mirror on the wall, it's reminding me of our broken past, I had everything I've ever wanted and I let it slip through the cracks.

You made me want to keep goin and goin again.

I thought you were my friend. I never wanted things to end, I miss waking up to your morning texts looking forward to those late night FaceTime calls but

That cute little smile won’t leave my mind, I just wish we had more time. You’re the one that got away, I regret all my mistakes. You could put that on my grave, I wanted you to stay. I thought you should know that I cared for you but I never let it show. But now my tears are melting in the snow

When I saw your post with your new lover, I was broken you moved on so fast. My heart thought it wouldn’t last because I thought you would’ve given me one more chance but I have to let it be in the past.

But I still wonder to this day if I would’ve made my flight would we have made it right? But now I won’t have closure and that’s part of the game. But I’m a gambler and that’s when I knew I wished you would’ve stayed because

That cute little smile won’t leave my mind, I just wish we had more time. You’re the one that got away, I regret all my mistakes. You could put that on my grave, I wanted you to stay. I thought you should know that I cared for you but I never let it show. But now my tears are melting in the snow

Taking a late night drive thinking about our last conversation. The things I said were coming from a dark place I didn’t know I had. I know that’s no excuse. The day I went to the wedding and I had a long night and you knew that.

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You helped me the best you could and I can thank you for that, but the days after went down hill. I didn’t know how to feel and I talked about things that ended everything. If I could take it all back I would, nothing else matter but me and you. I was selfish and I’m not to afraid to admit that. But to be honest I wish I could tell you

That cute little smile won’t leave my mind, I just wish we had more time. You’re the one that got away, I regret all my mistakes. You could put that on my grave, I wanted you to stay. But when I look back at the first text we sent it was so innocent. But I should’ve listened more, I messed up so bad that now I have to move on, but possibly

Maybe in another life, we were supposed to be Bonnie and Clyde. But that not the case no more. We just have to get through the storm. But I wish you the best.