Forgive me

They saying that the devils got it out for me,

I pray my soul he keeps,

They keep telling me they love me but won’t die for me,

(Hold it down for meeeeee,-)

But now I see- this road here it get lonely, I don’t mind,

I know that I been sinning, I’m just waiting for a Sign,

Tired of wasting time, I can’t be waiting all the time,

I say that I’m okay- but you should know that I’m not fine,

I been crying-some days, I’m alright-some days,

Why I only feel his presence early morning sundays?

But I seem to hang with demons every single Monday….

I don’t get it, but I know that there’s a reason I’m assisted,

The reason that I’m blessed, the reason why I’m so gifted,

Strongest soldier-, I’m the one that’s given every single mission,

But im tired of being strong……, i just wanna take a break, i just wanna be alone,

Dont misunderstand me-please don’t get me wrong.

All the pain and the hurt, all the things I deserve, all the things that I worked for, and the things that I’ve cursed…..

(Hold it down for meeeeee,-)

Hold it down for me—when I’m quiet, when I’m cold…

When I’m hurting but I smile so it don’t show…

I been drowning in the silence of my soul…

If you love me, then you’ll pray before I go…

Forgive meeeeeeeee…

(Forgive meeeeeeeeeeeeee-)

Now they saying take it easy, the truth will come with time,

But I don’t want to struggle to keep everything that’s mines,

If it’s mines,

Tell me where I can find? That place that he designed?

The place they say that dreams come true.

Cause I just need to stretch and make room-,

She bit the apple now I gotta pay too….

Lessons we learn, now they wanna fix the bridges they burned,

Control-alt, now this court is adjourned,

You made peace-so don’t ever return,

“The hate we give”, it’s never been so real,

Some brothas kill, some pop pills- cause they yearn to be healed,

Some women lie, some of em playing games with your feels cause they not fulfilled,

Part of the reason why I stay on chill,

Some nights I smoke, some nights I drink,

Some days I question if my fate been sealed…

(Hold it down for meeeeee,-)

Hold it down for me—when I’m quiet, when I’m cold…

When I’m hurting but I smile so it don’t show…

I been drowning in the silence of my soul…

If you love me, then you’ll pray before I go…

Forgive meeeeeeeee…

(Forgive meeeeeeeeeeeeee-)

(Hold it down ………)

(Forgive me………-)