Not a night goes by, I don’t see our last fight
Your tears in the dark, wonderin’ if I was right
Swore I’d hold you close, but I let those vows fade
The bed you built for us, I just dug my own grave
Took your love for granted, played it like a game
Touched you when I should’ve stayed, now I’m carryin’ shame
You gave me your heart, I gave you my flaws
Kept hopin’ I’d change, but I broke every law
Pretty young thing, I pulled you in, then I slipped
Cut my own lifeline, now I’m sinkin’ in this
Bridge:
I’m caught in the ghost of the love that we lost
Every choice that I made, now I’m payin’ the cost
Tryna rewrite our story, but the ink’s run dry
How do I face myself when I’m the reason you cried?
Chorus:
I should’ve loved you when the nights felt alive
Gave you my shadows, let your spark fade and die
Now I’m chasin’ regrets, heart heavy like the low end
Wish I could turn back time, bring you close once again
I should’ve loved you, not chased what wasn’t real
Lost in my ego, ignored how you feel
Now I’m callin’ through the void, hopin’ you’re still there
Wish I could turn back time, show you I still care
Verse 2:
This story stays buried, locked tight in my chest
It’s clawin’ to surface, but I’m scared of the mess
Stuck on that last page, where I watched you walk out
You’re writin’ new lines, while I’m drowned in my doubt
Older now, I see the weight of my sins
Tryna fix what I broke, but don’t know where to begin
Your grace cuts me deep, like a blade to my pride
I hate who I was, that’s why I push folks aside
Can’t face your gaze, my reflection’s too raw
You’re too real, too pure, while I’m scarred by my flaws
Your light’s a mirror, shows the truth I can’t take
Too kind to curse me, though I earned all your hate
Bridge:
I’m caught in the ghost of the love that we lost
Every choice that I made, now I’m payin’ the cost
Tryna rewrite our story, but the ink’s run dry
How do I face myself when I’m the reason you cried?
Chorus:
I should’ve loved you when the nights felt alive
Gave you my shadows, let your spark fade and die
Now I’m chasin’ regrets, heart heavy like the low end
Wish I could turn back time, bring you close once again
I should’ve loved you, not chased what wasn’t real
Lost in my ego, ignored how you feel
Now I’m callin’ through the void, hopin’ you’re still there
Wish I could turn back time, show you I still care
Outro:
That night we broke keeps me trapped in my mind
I ran from the truth, left your heart on the line
Your glow cuts the dark, like a flame in the night
It was never your weight, never your fight
If I could, I’d hold you with all that I am
Should’ve loved you back then, not searched for love in a scam
Chasin’ ghosts of myself, when you were all that I had
TuneBae
