Man You Needed

Haven’t had a drink

But my heads still pounding

It’s been 43 days and nights

But hell who’s counting

I don’t get much sleep

I just lie and remember

Everything about you leaving

Last December

God damn it was cold

And that snow it was deep

Every word you said

Plays like a record on repeat

Words can’t explain

Just how I feel

Wish I had been the man you needed

Now I’m just lying here not dreaming

I saw your mom last week

She had to say hi

I smiled while we hugged

And it killed me inside

She asked how I’ve been

Said I’m doing fine

Does the truth exist

If no one tells it

This winter’s been cold

And the snow’s getting deep

And every word you said

Plays like a record on repeat

Words can’t say

Just how I feel

Wish I had been the man you needed

Now I’m just lying here not dreaming