Every morning when I wake up
I feel tired and run down
Wondering if I’ll ever find that golden crown
My daddy always said take ya boot straps pick ya self uppp
Those straps are broken … along time ago
Some how I’m still here standing tall
I don’t know how to be everything that you need a husband father brother or a son that you need
I just wanna feel that what I feel isn’t real
Been sayin that forever ever since my first meal
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I just wanna know how to be …anyone except me
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Ever since I was young I never felt wanted around .. it was no one’s fault … just my own sound…
Always drank to much to feel like a king
Little did I know I was jester for my queen
I feel like a boy. Trapped inside a man tryin to figure out how be my own fan
I just wanna knowwww how to be … anyone except me
I was raised pretty right in a warm home. Father was worker. Mother was a motherrr who never spared any love
Raised two strong boys. Me and my brotherrr
Even though I was taller the shadow cast felt larger
Atleast that’s how I felt maybe I was wrong seems to be a lot of that going round
Don’t know what it’ll take not to fell like a dog at a pound hoping that someday. Myself I’ll be found.
I don’t often feel very proud. My chin always up even when on most days I feel down
Got my oldest son and a baby on the way
Trying to be a life be strong for my wife
She’s always got my back even when I’m off track
Cause I’m a train that keeps on rollin I don’t ever stop. Even when breakin I’m still goin for the top
Fail a lot okay. Ain’t nothin wrong with some a that
I learn a lot the hard way that’s true that’s a fact.
I’m grateful for my struggles I’m grateful for my life
I just wanna see what other people see
So thanks for sticking by well I try to keep learning about me.
