Porcelain Spine by HollowMadness - Zona

Porcelain Spine

Track · Mar 13, 2026 · English

Porcelain Spine

Duration

5:10

Language

English

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

You said you’d call if it got this bad

I let the phone die in my hand

White lies lined up like little pills

I took them all

Just to stand still

You watched me drown in a paper cup

I wore your trust like it ain’t enough

I milked your mercy

Drained it dry

Smiled in the mirror while you cried

[Chorus]

I’m so alone

But I did this

Chasing that ghost with a cheap fix

Every goodbye tastes like blame on my tongue

I let everyone down

Just to feel young

I’m so alone

But I chose it

Clawing for calm in the coldest pit

If I’m the problem

Maybe I’m the cure

Holding my breath

Till the hurt turns pure

[Verse 2]

I stole your sleep and I stole your cash

Traded your faith for a five-minute blast

You called it love

I called it “one more”

I slammed that promise in the door

You begged

“Come back

” I just came undone

Sucked out the light

Blocked out the sun

Every “I’m sorry” was half a lie

I loved my high more than your eyes

[Chorus]

I’m so alone

But I did this

Chasing that ghost with a cheap fix

Every goodbye tastes like blame on my tongue

I let everyone down

Just to feel numb

I’m so alone

But I chose it

Digging my grave

Then I just sit

If I’m the problem

Maybe I’m the cure

Bleeding it out till the need runs pure

[Bridge]

[Fingerpicked guitar

Voice almost a whisper]

I keep my demons on a silver plate

Feed them every vow that I break

How do I kill what’s under my skin?

How do I lose and still somehow win?

[Strumming swells

Vocal cracks then hardens]

So I pour it out on this bedroom floor (hey!)

Every secret that I carved in the door

I’m not clean yet

But I’m still here

Shaking

Ashamed

But I’m facing the fear

[Chorus]

I’m so alone

But I feel this

Hands in the dirt where the past sits

Every “I’m done” is a war in my head

I’ve let everyone down

But I’m not dead

I’m so alone

But I own it (own it)

Breaking that ghost with each deep breath

If I’m the problem

I can be the cure

One small step

Till the dark turns blurred

[Outro]

Soft light leaking through my blinds

Porcelain spine

But it’s still mine (oh)

I’ll learn to stand this time

Style

folkraw acoustic nu-metal ballad: detuned steel-string guitar in drop tuningpalm-muted verses that build into open-chordshouted-then-sung choruses. male vocalsstrained and confessionalwith doubled hooks on key lines. subtle harmonic overtones in the bridgefingerpicked patterns under spoken-word gritthen a final chorus that erupts into aggressive strumming and gang vocals.metalacoustic

Prompt

Acoustic version of a Nu-Metal song about drugs and addiction and letting everyone down while being self centered and so alone to overcome the demons inside., metal

Credits

Prompt byHollowMadness

GeneratedMar 13, 2026

ModelAria v5