[Verse 1]
Wake up on a floor I don't remember
Teeth like glass
Tongue tastes like shame
Missed calls blooming red all over my screen
Every promise I made
Burned in my brain
I said I'd change
I said "I'm trying"
Then took that cash
Fed it to the fire
Mom at the door
Eyes already tired
"I'm fine
I'm fine" — same choir of liars
[Chorus]
I put rust in my veins
Turned my heart into a grave
Let you drown while I was sinking
Still begged you to stay
I'm the weight that pulls you under
I'm the rot behind the smile
So alone inside this cancer
Trying to kill what I became
[Verse 2]
Every friend learned how to vanish
One by one
They slipped the chain
Only shadow left beside me
Is the monster with my face
I curse the world
Call it heartless
While I’m stealing from your plate
Feed the hole
Still getting hollow
How much more can I erase?
[Chorus]
I put rust in my veins
Turned my heart into a grave
Let you drown while I was sinking
Still begged you to stay
I'm the weight that pulls you under
I'm the rot behind the smile
So alone inside this cancer
Trying to kill what I became
[Bridge]
[Breakdown hits
Guitars chug in stabs]
I am the blade
Pressed to my own throat
I am the cage
Swallowing the key whole
If I stay the same
Bury me alone
If I crawl away
Can I ever come home? (come home)
[Chorus]
I put rust in my veins
But I don’t want this grave
If I drown instead of running
Will you turn away?
I was the weight that pulled you under
I was the rot behind the smile
Standing up inside this fire
While I strangle every lie
[Outro]
One breath
One step at a time
If the demon wears my skin
Then I'll learn how to fight my own eyes