Gray Boundaries

Living in the grey, keeping it cool, yeah

Feeling the push and pull, what’s real?

Spent my days in shadows, caught in a flip-flop

Running through the motions, can't seem to stop

He makes me feel special, in his own strange way

But I wonder if this game is here to stay

Wishing on a flicker, a flicker of light

Balancing the darkness, trying to keep it right

Knowing what’s fair, knowing what’s pain

Living with the thunder, dancing in the rain

Caught between the truth and the haze

Walking on a razor’s edge, lost in a phase

Love and hurt, a tangled thread

Trying to hold on, but fear what’s ahead

He’s got other worlds, she’s in his mind

I play my part, leave my doubts behind

Many nights, I question what’s real

But I breathe it in, that’s the deal

Battling my mind, pushing through the storm

Knowing it’s different but still feels warm

Jealousy’s whisper, silent and sneaky

But I move steady, keep my heart cheeky

Caught between the truth and the haze

Walking on a razor’s edge, lost in a phase

Love and hurt, a tangled thread

Trying to hold on, but fear what’s ahead

Maybe this is love in disguise

Uncertain, but I’m alive

Holding on to what I can

Living my life on demand

In this dance of shadows, I find my peace

Hoping one day, all the pain will cease

Until then, I’ll keep my head high

Living, loving, under the sky