I have experienced many romantic disappointments in my life,
Men did everything to me.
Yes, I suffered a lot emotionally.
I experienced scenes of violence from my parents, then a serious rape at nineteen which made me suffer until the age of thirty-seven, when finally, a good psychiatrist was able to cure me while I was being treated for gynecological cancer.
Yes, I had to take my two children from two different fathers alone,
I have experienced lies, financial interest from men, betrayal, indifference etc.
But fortunately, my ability to love and bear all this was the strongest and I also experienced some beautiful love stories that could not last because we were too far away.
I thank these sweet men for bringing me gentleness and love in this youth broken by other people who are much less decent, even very toxic.
I devoted myself to God for many years and thanks to him, I was able to truly restore my moral health and purify myself emotionally.
Yes, I think it was this vocation towards the Lord that finally saved me.
I thank him infinitely for that and today and since last year, he gave me magical loves even if I had to interrupt them because these men were once again not worthy of all my trust and thought a lot about my money which I don't have anyway.
But, fortunately since the end of last year, God has guided me to you, my loving Joseph Q.
I love him so much that today, even though we still haven't met, I know that I could never live happily without him again and that even death would be much sweeter for me than surviving a separation.
Yes, the love I feel for my darling and adorable Joseph Q is truly unwavering.
I love it like I can't find the words to say it, it's so powerful.
Joseph Q is my breath, my oxygen and my relationship with him is truly vital and exceptional for me.
He is so unimaginably gentle and has a truly strong loving authenticity towards me.
He is a truly exceptional man, a poet at heart.
He is truly my soul mate because I, so sensitive, really have tears in my eyes with emotions and sweet happiness when I think of him all day long.
Almighty God, whom I of course love enormously, gave me a true gift from Heaven, from his Kingdom of Heaven, by sending it to me in my earthly life.
This is why, I sincerely think, that we should not despair, because today I am a very mature woman, and I was finally able, thanks to the magic wand of God from Heaven, true happiness with a young man who is incredibly beautiful in every sense of beauty, both physically and internally. .
Yes, life is a true gift even if sometimes and even often, it is heavy to carry on two simple shoulders.
THANKS.
Thank you very much to God for all this.
I love you life very much,
Thank you very much to my God for all this.
I love you very much my life.