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⸻ i don’t remember coming in i don’t remember leaving either Doctors keep telling me “you’re safe” but safe feels like being buried without dirt like i’m still breathing and that’s a problem there’s something wrong with the air it sticks to my lungs like it doesn’t want to let go i tried to count the tiles on the floor but they kept changing or i kept changing i don’t know ⸻ there’s a voice no—there’s a lot of them but none of them sounds like me just… older or deader The voices keep saying “you already snapped” “this is just what’s left” ⸻ i keep checking my hands because they don’t feel attached they move when i tell them to but it feels delayed like i’m watching myself from a hallway i’m not in ⸻ they took the mirrors away but i still see myself in the corners in the ceiling in the reflection of their eyes and every version of me looks worse ⸻ i tried to explain it to someone— a nurse a doctor something with a face but the words came out sideways i said “i think i’m disappearing” they wrote something down and smiled ⸻ why did they smile ⸻ i think there’s something inside my head not like a thought not like a memory something moving i can feel it when i sit still when i breathe too deep it scratches but not loud enough for anyone else ⸻ don’t listen to it don’t listen to it don’t— it knows my name no is it my name ⸻ i tried to sleep bad idea everything gets louder when it’s dark the walls don’t stop at the walls they lean they stretch they almost touch me i think if they do i won’t come back ⸻ i heard someone screaming earlier i think it was me but it sounded far away like it came from another room or another version ⸻ i don’t think i’m alone in here not like “other people” i mean in here ⸻ there’s too many thoughts and none of them feel like mine they overlap they repeat they rot “you’re not real” “you’re not real” “you’re not real” okay then what is this ⸻ they gave me something it burns slow like it’s erasing me gently i can feel parts of me going quiet that should feel good it doesn’t ⸻ i don’t want to disappear i don’t want to stay either ⸻ someone just said my name again i didn’t answer if i answer it means i’m still here and i’m not sure i want that to be true ⸻ … … i think i already died in here and whatever’s left is just waiting to be noticed or replaced
Tags
Dark heavy bass
4:56
No
4/12/2026