So many tormenting nights
I lay awake dead inside
Broken memories torn apart
Fading smiles turn to scars
In life we live for experience
Stuck in our ways I'm delirious
Forgetting all my pain
Looking for a new escape
I'm breaking myself down
Rebuilding it better than ever now
I'm tired of breaking down
When every day I just drown
2 years of our life has just passed us by.
Giving every ounce of my heart inside.
Loving you from afar is all I can do
When every day I'm stuck missing you.
Traumatizing situations I'm learning to grow from
Has made me lose the one I truly love.
I'm breaking myself down
Rebuilding it better than ever now
I'm tired of breaking down
When every day I just drown
Every day still feels unreal.
Knowing you would tell me the deal
Felt like I deserved at least an answer
For everything I did most men wouldn't dare
I'm breaking myself down
Rebuilding it better than ever now
I'm tired of breaking down
When every day I just drown