Breaking down

So many tormenting nights

I lay awake dead inside

Broken memories torn apart

Fading smiles turn to scars

In life we live for experience

Stuck in our ways I'm delirious

Forgetting all my pain

Looking for a new escape

I'm breaking myself down

Rebuilding it better than ever now

I'm tired of breaking down

When every day I just drown

2 years of our life has just passed us by.

Giving every ounce of my heart inside.

Loving you from afar is all I can do

When every day I'm stuck missing you.

Traumatizing situations I'm learning to grow from

Has made me lose the one I truly love.

I'm breaking myself down

Rebuilding it better than ever now

I'm tired of breaking down

When every day I just drown

Every day still feels unreal.

Knowing you would tell me the deal

Felt like I deserved at least an answer

For everything I did most men wouldn't dare

I'm breaking myself down

Rebuilding it better than ever now

I'm tired of breaking down

When every day I just drown