What for?

You swore you'd always stay but you left me wishing I was laying in my own grave I can't make the pain go away all the memories when I close my eyes all I see I your pretty fucking face. When did shit change why couldn't we stay the way we were before you fell into darkness so far gone now your not coming home.

While I lay awake all night I break into a million pieces inside replaying all our good times wishing this was worth fighting for but instead, you brought my nightmare to life what for.

You swore it was a dream and assured me you'd be by my side but behind the scenes you waited for me to sink. Look I'm more soaked than dry while you row away in your new boat im stuck learning to float fuck this I'd rather die! I did my absolute best never yelled in anger tried to put the demons to rest but in the end, I was Alone wishing I was fucking home.

While I lay awake all night I break into a million pieces inside replaying all our good times wishing this was worth fighting for but instead, you brought my nightmare to life what for.