Too many times I have tried.
To show someone their most amazing side.
The one that everyone sees with their own eyes
Now I feel like I just fuck it up every time.
Wishing I was better at social interactions
But I'm an introvert sorry I get distracted
Trying to find that true happiness
In this world full of anger and shit!
So why do I feel like i am to blame
When I try to be better every day
Knowing I did right what can I change
Guess it's not enough for anyone to stay
I've been broken so many times before
Learning to love and trust and so much more
Digging deep to find it in my core
Another life if fought and ended up torn
Forgive me if I pushed you to far
Learning to support when I'm breaking is hard
But I fight every day for my boys
And the future I grow with such joy
So why do I feel like i am to blame
When I try to be better every day
Knowing I did right what can I change
Guess it's not enough for anyone to stay
I swear I'm not the problem anymore
I've worked hard and made the changes I didn't know
A beer individual here I stand
I won't run I won't hide ill fight till the end
So why do I feel like i am to blame
When I try to be better every day
Knowing I did right what can I change
Guess it's not enough for anyone to stay