Hope stays!

Too many times I have tried.

To show someone their most amazing side.

The one that everyone sees with their own eyes

Now I feel like I just fuck it up every time.

Wishing I was better at social interactions

But I'm an introvert sorry I get distracted

Trying to find that true happiness

In this world full of anger and shit!

So why do I feel like i am to blame

When I try to be better every day

Knowing I did right what can I change

Guess it's not enough for anyone to stay

I've been broken so many times before

Learning to love and trust and so much more

Digging deep to find it in my core

Another life if fought and ended up torn

Forgive me if I pushed you to far

Learning to support when I'm breaking is hard

But I fight every day for my boys

And the future I grow with such joy

So why do I feel like i am to blame

When I try to be better every day

Knowing I did right what can I change

Guess it's not enough for anyone to stay

I swear I'm not the problem anymore

I've worked hard and made the changes I didn't know

A beer individual here I stand

I won't run I won't hide ill fight till the end

So why do I feel like i am to blame

When I try to be better every day

Knowing I did right what can I change

Guess it's not enough for anyone to stay