The beast that lurks in my heart it is not dead it is just slumbering with in my heart and I have another beast in my chained in my head I have to fight the monsters that I have with me back because if I don’t I’ll be consumed by them and I’ll be consumed by rage have to keep holding them back because if I don’t I’ll be just like them and I will be afraid of my self I don’t know what would happen if they ever broke free from their mental chains inside me then my spirit and my head as well as my heart they will all be broken and then ill be going insane and there will be nothing left me I’ll be stumbling through the darkness in me and I won’t be able to see any little light left in me I’ll really become a true beast I’ll just be a heartless monster that has been consumed by my own rage that I keep at bay within my own heart and with in my own head
If I ever lose my ground there will be nothing left of me I won’t be able to put my self back together if I lose the battle with in my heart and my head I’ll just be stuck in the darkness with all my demons that I had to fight back and over come I’ll be stuck and their will be no saving me then