Fight

I fight so many battles with in my head and the wounds break me but I keep on rising up every time when I fall no matter how much it hurts me I rise back up again and I keep on fighting my battles with in my head just to stay my self I don’t want to lose the battle in my head or the monster that I’ve kept at bay will take over my heart and it will take over my head I just want to remain human and not some beast if the monster breaks it’s chains there will be nothing left of me I will be forever over taken by the monster that slumbers with in me and I’ll never be the same again so if I go quiet please leave me be because I’m trying to fight the beast back so I can remain who I am I fight it back every day and like every day it hurts me with in my heart I just want to remain human and not some beast wear I even fear it and what I may be become if I lose the battle in my head I just want to remain who I am