[Verse 1]
Room’s dark
Screen glow on my face
Blue light
On the things I never say
Unread texts
Stacked up like bills
I keep scrolling
Past everything I feel
Got a hoodie and a headache
Heart on airplane mode
Act fine in the group chat
Then crash when I’m alone
I’ve been saving up the tears
For a day that never comes
I’ve been praying for some peace
But I run, and I run
[Chorus]
I’m halfway to heaven, stuck in my head
One foot on the gas
One hand on the ledge
If I crash tonight
Will you pull me from the wreck
Or watch me
Watch me
Fade out instead
[Verse 2]
Mom called
Said she worried ‘bout my tone
I blame “work”
But I’m scared to go home
Old trophies
In a box under my bed
Dust on the gold
Like the hope I used to have
Friends say “hit me if you need me”
Then they ghost by the weekend
I been lying through my teeth
Say I’m fine when I’m sinking
Every mirror in this place
Just repeats what I regret
Every prayer sounds the same
“Don’t let me drown yet”
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
If I open up these scars
Will you turn away disgusted
Or trace every line
Say “you’re tired but you’re trusted”
[soft falsetto ad-lib]
I’m not asking you to fix me
Just sit in the smoke
Hold the lighter in your palm
Promise I won’t choke
[Chorus]