[Verse 1]
Used to text you that I’m fine
Read receipts turned to land mines
Scrolling back through the bad times
Every screenshot like a flatline
Apartment empty, but it’s loud in my head
Half a slice on the counter, things we left unsaid
All my friends say I should get out of bed
But I wear your hoodie like a life vest instead
[Chorus]
You got my heart on a sidechain, breathing in your name
Every time you pull away, it rushes back the same
I keep crashing into you, then fading in the frame
You got my heart on a sidechain
Heart on a sidechain
[Verse 2]
I’ve been ghosting my own phone
Airplane mode in a packed room
Smell your shampoo on my coat
Like you walked in, then left soon
Told myself that I’d heal by June
It’s December, same old tune
Your toothbrush still by the sink
Guess I love what makes me sink
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
I breathe in
You breathe out
We’re off beat
But tied down
[falsetto stack]
If letting go is growing up
Why I still feel thirteen and stuck?
If loving you means losing touch
Why your name hit harder than any drug?
[Chorus]