[Verse 1]
Room so small
But my thoughts don’t fit
Phone face down
Still I stare at it
You said “space”
I been floatin’ since
Talk tough, but my chest still flinch
Half-full sink
Same cup by the bed
Same playlist
Can’t press play again
Your hoodie on the chair
Like you just stepped out
I pace ten steps
Then I wear it down
[Pre-Chorus]
You ain’t in this room
But you in my head
Every little word
Every “what you said”
If I could hit reset
Would you stay instead?
[whispered vocals] I still hear you
[Chorus]
Where it hits the hardest
Is the quiet after fights
When I reach across the mattress
And I just catch cold air, cold side
You were my loudest color
Now it’s all just black and white
Where it hits the hardest
Is knowin’ I was wrong and you were right
[Verse 2]
Scroll your page
Like I hate that feed
Heart in my throat
When it says “last seen”
Friends talk big
Say I gotta move on
I nod my head
But the feeling too strong
Left your brush
On the bathroom shelf
I talk to the mirror
Like it might help
“I’m fine, I’m fine”
But the echo bends
My voice breaks low
In the middle again
[Pre-Chorus]
You ain’t in this car
But you ride my mind
Every red light
Every late-night drive
If I could turn around
Would you still be mine?
[low vocal register] I still want you
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I was busy bein’ proud
You were beggin’ me to listen
Now I’m yellin’ at the clouds
Hopin’ somehow you can feel it
All the walls I built
Got me trapped inside
If I tear ‘em down
Will you cross that line?
[Chorus]