Was it real

Was It Real? 
I loved you, but how do I know it was real? 
Was it all the Subtle things, that caused me to feel 
Love for the first time, or was it all in my mind? 
Cause sometimes I can't tell the difference, I need to rewind.. 
But as I do, I see things in a different light. 
Like, I can't be the one, because all I do is try, 
And you don't even care, so baby who am I..
To you, cause you treat ppl you love with respect 
And common courtesy,  but everything you gave me was complex.
Left me second guessing, like what could happen next? 
Would we be together in the end, or would you be on to the next? 
I know I should move on, but at times I'm out of breath 
Cause the random memories flash, and makes a deeper hole in my chest. 
Maybe the love was real, and my curiosity can be laid to rest. 
Just remember that I loved you, but now I just wish you the best.

R&b club song, good bass, slow song, male singer with rap verse, 4 minutes long