I can’t keep pushing this down any deeper
Why do I try if I can’t keep her
Every move that I make is just another mistake
I don’t know how much more I can take
’Cause it feels like there’s a hole inside my body
Like there’s a hole inside my heart
And this feeling keeps pulling me under
Every time I think it might start
Oh, I feel like I’m all fucked up inside
Yeah, I’m all fucked up inside
I smile it off but I’m barely alive
Yeah, I’m all fucked up insiiiide
We flirt like it’s harmless, like it’s just a game
You say my name but it don’t mean the same
You laugh, lean in, then pull away
Like you don’t know what you’re doing to me when we play this way
I read too much into every touch
You don’t think twice, I think too much
To you it’s nothing, just killing time
To me it’s crossing another line
’Cause it feels like there’s a hole inside my body
Like there’s a hole inside my heart
like this feeling is gonna consume me if i keep waiting for this thing to start
Oh, I feel like I’m all fucked up inside
Yeah, I’m all fucked up inside
I smile it off but I’m barely alive
Yeah, I’m all fucked up insiiiide
We flirt like it’s funny, like it’s all pretend
You cross every line, then call me a friend
You don’t see the weight behind what you do
You drop little sparks, but i burn right through
’Cause it feels like there’s a hole inside my body
Like there’s a hole inside my heart
And I know I should stop waiting on something
That was never gonna start
Oh, I feel like I’m all fucked up inside
Yeah, I’m all fucked up inside
I know you don’t mean to, but I can’t hide
Yeah, I’m all fucked up insiiiide
’Cause it feels like there’s a hole inside my body
Like there’s a hole inside my heart
like this feeling is gonna consume me
if i keep waiting for this thing to start
Oh, I feel like I’m all fucked up inside
Yeah, I’m all fucked up inside
‘Cause im all fucked up inside
Yeah, I’m all fucked up insiiiide
