something about you makes my stomach flutter
but i get so nervous knowing that around you i stutter
every time your name pops up in my phone
i get the thought that maybe i won’t be so alone
when i don’t hear from you i get sad and depressed
i don’t want to seem crazy as hell or stressed
i’ve felt this feeling one other time
but the person was never actually mine
i don’t even have the words to say
but you’re on my mind every single fuckin day
my heart yearns at the thought of you
but i’m so sad and all i can think of is the color blue
i try to be patient and as understanding as i can
but every time i think of you i just want to text you man
it’s so hard to deal with feelings from a distance
but all i ask is that you try and be consistent
i’m sitting here writing this with tears from my eyes
and i’m also praying that you never tell me lies
anxiety: it’s such a bitch to ever deal with
but the thought of you and i seems like a myth
i don’t even have the words to say
but you’re on my mind every single fuckin day
my heart yearns at the thought of you
but i’m so sad and all i can think of is the color blue
i don’t feel it’s right, to ever use the L word
but i can help but feel love and it’s absurd
you mean more to me than you could ever comprehend
i get so scared to share my feelings and never make amends
The though of you fucks me up,
As time goes on though, i get tough
I can't let you have this hold on me
But i now know, i love you baby
i don’t even have the words to say
but you’re on my mind every single fuckin day
my heart yearns at the thought of you
but i’m so sad and all i can think of is the color blue
lucastmckinney
