All the Things I Fucked Up

Oh Tristian, hear my echoes in the dark

Tracing all the scars I left, my trembling mark

I was blind in the heat of the night,

Didn’t see the pain, didn’t see the fight

Every word I threw, every slip and fall,

Built the walls higher, cracked the call

Now I’m standing here, broken and thin,

Wishing I could undo where I’d been

My love was a flame, now just ash and dust,

Tristian, forgive me, I lost your trust

All the hurt I caused, I can’t take it back,

Broke your heart, spilled a love that lacked

Every mistake, every tear that I caused,

Tristian, I’m sorry for all I lost

Thought I was strong, but I was just afraid,

Hiding my fears, pushing love away

Your tears haunted me, your pain was real,

I chained our love with my wounds I concealed

Now I’m standing here, broken and thin,

Wishing I could undo where I’d been

My love was a flame, now just ash and dust,

Tristian, forgive me, I lost your trust

All the hurt I caused, I can’t take it back,

Broke your heart, spilled a love that lacked

Every mistake, every tear that I caused,

Tristian, I’m sorry for all I lost

If I could turn back the clock, change all my ways,

Hold you close, erase these painful days

But I’m lost in regret, sinking in the sea,

Hoping one day, you'll forgive me

Tristian, hear my cry, know I love you still,

Even in my darkest, I’ve always will

I’m sorry for everything, for all I did wrong,

Waiting for a chance to right this song